was at jolin's blog.
and uh.
quite touched.
jolin:
i guess i know why you say that he knows more about me than you do nowadays.the thing is,sometimes,there are things which i tell you that gets to your boyfriend.really dont like that.i appreciate the fact that you really care for me;you want to be there for me;you want to know whats bothering me.many times.i see you and i...just go blank.i dont know what to tell you.i dont know where to start.at the same time,im worried that what i say might get to ears which belongs to persons that i dislike.so i just shuddup.sometimes,i dont have anyone to talk to.recently.there was..a tiff.between him.and me.and we were hardly talking for those few days.so.he doesnt really know everything,any more.i dont know whats bothering me.i guess theres way to many things to think about.i just dont feel like talking at times.a few times.i think i should be crying.but no.i just dont feel.i hope you understand.um.you dont know what you mean to me.lately,i dont know too.im so sorry.but im trying to be honest.so here it is.since i heard others knowing about stuff i didnt expect them to know,my trust in you just dwindled.sorry.you'll still be my mei.definitely.you'll be my best friend again.just that.i need to get over it first.i hope you wont be offended by what ive said here.
love you mei.
miss you too.
