last night.
i realised that i dont know what i really want.
what do i need to be truly happy?
i dont know.
i think i just want to use com.
sleep.
wake up and use com.
yea.
the perfect life.
i think true happiness can only be achieved when one has no more worries.
no troubles.
no regret.
seeing the way my life is right now,i cant really say im truly happy.
if i dont have to go to school,i think i will be 80% there.
seriously.school sucks.
it makes me have to study.
it forces me to have to deal with shitass people.
i cant laugh my heart out without people saying im trying to attract attention.
jeeez.
school is so not the place for me.
thanks for pei-ing me home today.
although i was fucking shocked at first.
the trip home made me realise how much we have drifted apart in a week.
and really.
why continue to torture and hurt yourself?
your friends are right.
im not good enough for you.
listen to them.